Good morning, everyone it is Saturday September 15th 2018 I am walking on my way to My meeting and it is seven o’clock in the morning and I will touch guys on the next clip Good morning, brother. I just got out of my a meeting and it was a good one I love to start my mornings with my a a of course as you know on Saturdays and Something that we talked about was as part of the meeting book goes around and we write our name so that we can sign in and a lot of people tend to just Skip it and not sign their name in and one of the old-timers wanted to make a statement about it and say that The reason why you put your name in there is to show that you are Taking action towards your sobriety and that you are still working on your step one to realize that your life is unmanageable under the influence of alcohol and I Used to think that it would be okay if I didn’t talk that day because there are so many people in the room But sometimes you have to realize that Even if you cease up being that’s not Provocative or something that is not as big or as long-winded as some other people there might be something in your story that other people may relate to and may Clicking their mind about something to help them with their sobriety so that’s one of the things that we learn in our meetings is to give back and So that is why I am now inspired to always put my name on there and not to be scared To be called upon because again, it’s part of the higher plan. So I Think that if you are going to a meetings and you are attending them just write your name down and at least you could say Hi, my name is Jay. I’m an alcoholic and I’m grateful to be here today Something as simple as that if you want to share go ahead and share if you don’t want to share No need to share, but there’s nothing wrong or nothing Bad with signing in just to show some respect for the rest of the fellowship So hopefully you guys are having a great Saturday so far. I am getting ready for work And if you hit the casino, hope you’re winning big. I will talk to you guys on the next clip Hello everybody is your boy Jay. I’m here with Mama NorCal she doesn’t want to talk All right So we I just got out of work and I got a lot of work done not like necessarily relate to my work But I got two videos done For you guys to show and Mom picked me up from work because I’m still not driving and we decided where are we going great So there’s a free gift giveaway this weekend it’s a single cup coffee maker, and that’s what we’re gonna go pick up today at Graton and We usually don’t go this late it is now 10 till 4 o’clock p.m. And We usually leave our house by 5:30 5 o’clock in the morning to be one of the first people I gray in but Since we’re not doing anything today we decided to drive up to Graydon So yeah That’s of traffic. Yeah, it’s gonna take us about two hours to get to Green now because of the traffic Is Saturday and there’s usually a lot of traffic in the day time that’s why we go in the morning usually just takes us an hour and a half and that’s with a stop at Starbucks or At the gas station or sometimes we treat ourselves to McDonald’s for breakfast Oh, yeah, so I texted some folks to see if they’re around and I think Some of my brothers are gonna be up there today So you might see some other people in the vlog or a future slot video Yeah, we’ll see we were just at Graton last weekend so Hopefully we can win some more money back cuz I pretty much left even last weekend I think it was up maybe 20 40 bucks, but Yeah, I left pretty much even did you win Oh Mom lost but we had fun. We had a great time So yeah again in a a today we talked about Responsibilities we talked about a new life So Something that I Talked about in my share is about new life is being able to remember things to remember What happened in the day and not to wake up in the morning hungover? And thinking did I say something last night. Did I text someone last night? Did I? Miss speak her say something. That should have just been kept up here and not Brought out into the world Waking up sober feels good I’m less cranky when I wake up I’m more hungry when I when I wake up now But yeah, so yesterday’s today’s meeting was about Responsibility and a new life so Definitely taking responsibility of my sobriety has gotten me to my new life and I feel that Everything else is working it out in God’s plan The fact that I have a job now the fact that I have a primary care doctor that’s taken care of me The fact that I’m on the road to getting my light driving driver’s license back Sorry you guys it’s a bumpy road The fact that I still have people that support me and friends that are that still have my back and family that has a walked away or Tried to jump ship. I think that everything is working out in the higher powers plan, and I just gotta trust it and Just go with the flow and not stress out too much Right So, yeah, just like in yesterday’s vlog mom went to an al-anon meeting yesterday and she had a good time And hopefully she’ll go again next week they do hers Her meetings are once a week at the place where she likes to go I go every day to my a meetings that I have also started Planning ahead and I’m gonna be meeting with my sponsor once a week So I’m going to be doing double time on those days that I meet up with my sponsor One-on-one so that we can move forward with the steps. I am 100% committed to step one already and I’m ready to hit up step two three and four or five All the way step 12, but I’m in no rush We’ll see how long it takes and then we’ll go from there So hopefully you guys enjoyed that the vlogs are back and I will talk to you guys soon hopefully we can be big winners at Graton today and enjoy our single cup coffee maker Okay guys just wait for it wait for it wait for it You guys, you know, we’re not in the Bay anymore when you see the dude riding a horse on the street If you guys watch my slot videos you guys know this intro Hey, what’s up everyone, we just got to kiss you know, we are Parked in c4 and we’re about to head to the casino entrance And I’ll take you guys along What is up? Everyone it is Saturday September 15th just got home from the casino. It is now Almost 11 o’clock p.m Wait at the casino today. I was cool though. That’s I meet up with my brothers out there Something weird happened at the casino I don’t really want to talk about it right now and I will probably talk about it in another vlog So let’s go ahead and read tonight’s reading and is called a beautiful response So the reading is he came and took her by the hand and lifted her up Then the fever left her and she began to serve them The reflection today was Jesus was never afraid to enter homes where there was illness He didn’t wait until everything was in order before he would visit when Jesus entered he made things better The woman who was healed of her fever immediately began to serve those in her home What better response to being touched by Christ than to serve? The premium today is Jesus assist me in bringing your presence into my own home So I Got nothing I got nothing today you guys The Lowen who was healed of her fear immediately began to serve those in her home what better response to being touched by President to serve Okay to be of service okay, I Guess I fee I think I need to pray more for that Jesus Jesus assist me in bringing your presence into my own home Yeah, I got pretty for that one today. So it’s in the vlog that we we usually do to be confident be Honest be humble and most of all people take care of To love the drought I need that story. Are you still here?